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    This is not only incredible, but incredibly disgusting. Every bit of it is true, but
    only a few bits and pieces were believed, heard or investigated. Let me just say that

    my opinions of ignorance and stupidity in government have not changed. I'm including

    all of the gory details...you have been warned.

    I'll start by noting that I just got out of the hospital.

    I've been battling a bug problem that started when my 17-year-old daughter started

    sleeping over at her boyfriend's house and brought bedbugs over here; in fact, I think

    she spent the summer there. I haven't been in the place, but Tony has, and he says that

    it is the most disgusting place he had ever been in...a real roach motel.

    We also have an addition that was put on incorrectly, just some studs, styrofoam and

    siding, which had come loose, allowing the bugs to live in the walls, and this place has

    not been cleaned to my satisfaction in ten years, because my husband is a pig. I just

    told him so.

    Last Sunday afternoon, we had recently had the house fogged, and since I'm the only one

    living here, I had to do the cleanup; vacuuming, cleaning, sweeping, etc. After about a

    week of it, all of a sudden, I started feeling sick, and when I threw up, blood and bugs

    just kept pouring out of my mouth.

    I freaked! Anybody would. I was wearing nothing but a nightshirt, and I ran out into

    the street to the neighbors who were good friends, and they weren't home. I couldn't

    find my cell phone to call 911, so I went door to door until I found someone home. When

    he told me that he was a fireman, I thought, oh shit, I'm gonna be OK now. He called

    911 for me, and I heard the sirens coming and thought, "thank god". I knew that no one

    was going to believe me, so I had taken some pictures of all of the blood and bugs in

    the sink, and I had my digital camera.

    When "rescue" got there, someone walked up to me and said, "Where's the meth?"

    I said, "WHAT?!? I don't use that garbage. I need help! I just threw up blood and

    bugs."

    They told me, no, you're just seeing things because you're on meth. I begged them to

    come look in my house and see all of the dead bugs, and the sink, and they said they

    didn't have time, threw me into an ambulance, and every time I closed my eyes I saw bugs, so I kept

    my fucking eyes open.

    When we got to the hospital, they stuck something down into my nose, and I remember one

    of them telling me that she wouldn't be able to take that so easily. Then they were

    both confused because there was nothing in it. I was concerned that I had bugs in some

    of my other vital organs, so I couldn't understand what they were doing.

    They pushed me up to the heart floor, and I asked if there were bugs in my heart (I

    wasn't quite mellowed out yet ). They said, no, I just needed oxygen, and my brain oxygen wasn't 100%, so I must be on drugs. I called Tony, and he told me to tell them that I have

    never seen a bug anywhere in this galaxy, because that was what they wanted to hear.

    Their psychiatrist came in the next day, and after a while, (at least this one was

    willing to look at the pictures), I told him that as long as my doctor was prescribing

    pain medicine, people were going to treat me this way, so, fuck it, I'm quitting it all.

    He started asking if I wanted to work with all of these groups and shit, and I said,

    no, I won't work with anyone but my doctor, and suggested that he go call him.

    Later, a little short nurse came in and said that if I would sign a release against

    medical advice form, I could leave, so I told her OK. About two hours later, they

    hadn't come back with the form, and I decided that they were fucking me over again, and

    I was just going to walk out of place. I turned off their machine so that it couldn't

    detect it, then I pulled out their needles and shit, changed back into my nightshirt,

    looking like a hooker, took my camera and left. I got out of the hospital, and in the

    parking lot, someone grabbed me from behind. Security guard. Don't ever do that! I

    was trained to react to it by instinct. I rolled out of his grip on the weak side and

    came back with a chop to his neck, and he hit the ground before he knew what was

    happening. Another one grabbed me, and I shook him off with a roll and started to run.

    The next thing I knew, a fucking 8' 400# gorilla threw me on the asphalt, and three more

    monkeys played dogpile on the rabbit and they dragged me back inside. Then that little

    nurse was there, and she said that they were going to strap me to the bed if I didn't

    stay. Normally I might enjoy that, but the gorilla sitting there next to me kind of

    spoiled the mood, so I agreed to stay.

    I refused every blood pressure check, vital signs, and shit that they tried to give me,

    so they moved me downstairs to a little room. I was already a hero! The story had

    been told all over the hospital. This cute little nurse said, "I heard it took four of

    them to do it". Even though they had forgotten to set the brakes on the wheelchair and

    dumped my ass on the floor, which hurts a whole lot more when it opens up the road rash

    from the dogpile, I wanted to have her. God dammit, if these people try to put this on

    some wildest videos show, I'm calling my lawyer.

    Then this old, grandmotherly type nurse came by to take my blood pressure. Of course I

    refused. I decided that they could torture me to death in their backbreaking beds, and

    I would die before I would give them anything. I asked her if she knew why I was

    refusing all of these tests, and she said, "Oh yes, honey, and we're really sorry".

    I told her no, like everyone else there, she knew nothing. They made a deal with me. I

    stay there, and they bring me a release (ama) form to get out. I had kept my part of

    the bargain and they hadn't, and nobody does me that way. ( That fight with the guards

    had me feeling tough; in fact, it still does. Now is not a good time to fuck with me. )

    About five minutes later, I signed a simple one-sentence form, they called me a cab, and

    I was out of there. I haven't tried the camera yet.

    I came home, turned on the cooler and opened the window, grabbed the rest of my

    prescription pills, and flushed them down the toilet. Then I went to a hotel until the

    air cleared, and came home.

    I did go to see my doctor, and the psychiatrist had told him that their tox screen had

    showed nothing that wasn't prescribed me, so he wanted to know how they could think that

    I was doing meth or street drugs.



    What is the moral of the story? I don't know. You can't make people any less ignorant,

    you can't stop them from lying so much that they think that everyone is lying to them,

    and you can't stop a holy war like our "WOD". Maybe if someone trips and falls, we can

    help them up, instead of accusing some kind of criminal behaviour of making them fall.

    Pics to follow, if the camera still has them, but I'm warning you that they are horrid.

    -denise

  • #2
    OK, here's a picture of what was left of the bugs, blood, and my stomach. It looks pretty fucking real for something that a meth head who tests negative for meth just imagined.

    I think I'll send a full-paged framed edition to that fireman, delivered in person.
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    • #3
      That is truly fucked up right there.

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      • #4
        that is fucked royaly

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        • #5
          You are one seriously tough chick for sure. Sounds to me like you need a life sized reset button.

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          • #6
            yikes, what hospital did you go to

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            • #7
              You mean a good fuck? hahahaha

              Let me tell you what I've learned from all of this...

              First of all, I always used to wonder how much it must hurt when I watched COPS and all of those bulleys jumped on a nigger and made an impression of him in the asphalt. No doubt there now...it smarts a bit.

              Most importantly, being 5 days clean from a doctor-prescribed junkie's dose of morphine over the last four years, especially after being kicked around a bit, I learned about being tough. It's not about being a bulley and being able to push other people around like the cops do. I can put a .22 in someone's head at close range and send him à la paradis, but that's not tough.

              Being tough is realizing that life is pain. Otherwise, God wouldn't have given us nerve endings, right?

              Being tough is realizing that when someone threatens you, they're actually putting up a meager little defense against you, because you've scared them somehow. Just smile, be ready to react, but don't take the offensive.

              I knew a guy who used to go into a bar and have one drink, at the most, then pick out the drunkest guy there, someone who was about to pass out, and pick a fight. There's nothing tough about that.

              Being tough is defending your friends and your hangouts. I met the cutest little Donny Osmond boy in a bar one time, and someone he didn't even know kept coming over and trying to pull him into a fight. I didn't say a word...I knew he wouldn't last three seconds, but it was his decision. Later on, the guy came over and jumped him from behind, threw him on the floor and started wailing on him. I ran over and picked the asshole up in a left Nelson and a right T-shirt and just held him there until he promised to behave. I didn't hurt him a bit, except for his shirt, and he became a perfect gentleman. The bartender, a little guy who was obviously scared, asked the gentleman in a shaky voice to leave, and he did. When the boy got up, I asked him if he was OK. He said, yeah, he almost had that guy. I told him that I was sorry for breaking it up, but the owner didn't want any fighting in there.

              You see, being tough is about building up the young ones too. Forget about yourself...you already know that you're tough. This is really a man's job, but teach the younger and smaller ones that they can be strong. You won't be on this earth forever. With my temper, I may blow some incindiaries into a police car and die in a SWAT raid, but everything that I've said, that I was, will be written down or in someone's memory.

              Maybe that's why I ramble on so much. For some reason, I just got the urge to listen to Coe's Infamous 14, so I'm going to lean back and click it on, with a little sip of a fine Bourdeaux, because that's the most I drink anymore.

              -denise

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              • #8
                St. Joseph's hospital, where my husband's first wife died. When she had hepatitis (from a dirty dialysis machine), they once put her in a cab and sent her home, standing there not knowing who or where she was, and Tony took her right back. She died with undiagnosed broken ribs in her back.

                I didn't choose this place. I've been there before, and they seem to spend their time on little shit and let the people with real problems wait.

                -denise

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                • #9
                  Looks like partially digested blood to me. That tends to be the appearance of old coffee grounds, that's the best way to describe it.

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                  • #10
                    I'm still fighting the battle of the bugs, and the bedbugs have made it into our brand new $2500 bed. They are the god damned hardest insect to get rid of. I think I have to agree with Riddick...there is a God, and I absolutely hate the fucker. What sort of god would create an insect that shoots an anesthetic into your skin before it bites you, so that you can't feel the bites until the next day, can live for a year without feeding on any blood, and drops 300 eggs at a time? I don't know what to do, aside from setting off one bomb after another, and shampooing and vacuuming the carpet.

                    At least I don't look like Uncle Remus anymore. I can put weight on the knee again, but I'm still a little unsteady. Whether that is because of the knee injury, or the blows to my head, I'm not sure. They managed to smack the left side of my head hard enough to break one of my teeth on the right side. It wasn't a really good time to cut off my pain medicine. The back injury won't heal. They never do. When a 400# ogre jumps on your back with both knees, and three more jump on top of him, I haven't done the physics, but that's more kinetic energy than an injured back can take. I think that they were pissed off because I shrugged the first two off so easily, because they didn't even know why they were chasing me, or what that nurse wanted. Whatever the reason, it was definitely excessive use of force. I may have struck the first blow, but I was trained that if someone grabs you by the arm, they're getting ready to pull you into the knife they have in the other hand, so you have to break his grip, step and counterstrike, and they make you practice the same move over and over again. It happened so fast that I didn't even think about it. Most people try to pull away when they are grabbed, which is a big mistake, because you're working against the strength of your opponent's thumb. Just rotate your arm around his little finger, and no matter how tough he is, there is no strength around the ulnacarpal joint. Then while he is busy wondering how the hell you managed to shrug him off so easily, you can get in a strike with the same hand. You have to practice it, though, because there is a whipcrack motion, and you can hit yourself in the face if you're not careful. It also works muscles that you don't normally use. I'm not Bruce Lee, I just have a few tricks that are effective against brawlers and bullies. Another fun one is to catch a kick behind the knee with your opposite leg, and while all of his weight is on the other leg, counter with a good kick in the kneecap. If he doesn't go down, I suggest running away.

                    -denise (neither a brawler nor a fighter, just trying to get by)

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                    • #11
                      The leech bites the same way, numbs, then eats. Though, I'm non theistic. As a person who works and volunteers in EMS, there is no fucking way that a "God" exists. If one does, playing along with those bastards that say ______ does things for a reason... Then he's one sick mother fucker.

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                      • #12
                        Originally posted by Craftyoffroadambulance View Post
                        The leech bites the same way, numbs, then eats. Though, I'm non theistic. As a person who works and volunteers in EMS, there is no fucking way that a "God" exists. If one does, playing along with those bastards that say ______ does things for a reason... Then he's one sick mother fucker.
                        Amen to that brother

                        (I'm not being an ass, I'm a non-theist too).

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                        • #13
                          I'm usually being a smartass, or blowing off steam when I mention God. It's just a part of my personality. My parents tried to force religion down my throat when I was young, but I noticed that nothing that I prayed over seemed to happen, so I came to the conclusion that there was no evidence to support the idea that there was a god. Still, some people find comfort in religion, and I'm not a total bitch, so I will even pray with them if it makes them feel better. I don't deny that there is a God, and I don't deny that there may be an elephant on the loose across the street, but if my five senses ( possibly a sixth ), can't detect it, I have no way of knowing one way or the other. There isn't any point in arguing it, but if there such a deity, I have to agree that he has one sick sense of humor.

                          -denise

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                          • #14
                            "When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bicycle. Then I realized God doesn’t work that way, so I stole one and prayed for forgiveness."

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